When did you know?

[blythe spirit]

Yay! my first 'real' post
i wonder, though, if the way in which i DON'T want 'to be on top' but sometimes put up a bit of a fight for it (with the hopes that i'll lose...) is that fairly common? Is it unusual, particular to me? could it be explained by the fact that i didn't have much discipline as a child and so i'm always trying to provoke it out of people?

I don't know how common it is, ballad, but I know it's not particular to you. Discipline, guidance, control are things children need in my opinion and when they don't get that, I think they spend a lot of time seeking it out. I know I did by provoking men that I've been with. Hell, I still do it.