Ohh thank you so much for your post!

I am SO like that. I have never been so needy in my life as I am with my Master. Its a constant struggle to try and contain it and sometimes it so doesn't work and I becomes a silly spaz pouting and begging him to use me.

One thing that is really new to me is that I am less in control of my sex-drive as the man I am with. I am used to guys who want to have sex all the time and would jump at the chance when I only imply that I might be inclined to as well.
My Master though has amazing control - and of course the first though is - he doesn't want me. I'm unattractive. He is bored of me. Self-centred, I know.

I still don't know how to deal with it. I just hope it goes away with time.