Quote Originally Posted by Laila View Post
One thing that is really new to me is that I am less in control of my sex-drive as the man I am with. I am used to guys who want to have sex all the time and would jump at the chance when I only imply that I might be inclined to as well.
My Master though has amazing control - and of course the first though is - he doesn't want me. I'm unattractive. He is bored of me. Self-centred, I know.

I still don't know how to deal with it. I just hope it goes away with time.
You took the words right out of my mouth.....In the beginning I often had, and still do at times, these exact feelings. Sir has shown me in other ways that this is simply not true. I'm a very lucky girl