This mariko. Thank you very much for so kind comments you both Silke san and Ruby san make. I am busy in day but try write more in evening. It is bit shy me thinking so many look me even if i have be seen by men in life. It is I hope nice them see me and sometime I wonder what they think but ladies are very kind in what say. Think maybe when write it is good I go through abit chronology of my life? ffrom young to now. Please accept poor English which hope is able to be undestand by you.