Hello it is Mariko to thank you for your messages and M suggest me that write perhaps of feeling for situation he written about as this may be interest for you. I will write also future my chronology but maybe he right I start about this.

My husband he has already describe how he see situation and it is excite for him see reflection of shadow in screen of man having sex me. He say it very excite him like if he be forced watch for see by shadows image his wife be made sex to by other men and perhaps also he be forced but also stimulate his thinking if believing I am be forced also. Perhap like watching partner be rape.

Often together we discussed what will be happen but this day we not discuss as he plan for surprise to me. So after onsen bathing and return room he tie me I think it is for him and me to do bondage which sometime we do and I find it excite. So I am very surprise hear noise men come room and talking. I am nervous they come in and I am open like that even though presently hidden. I not sur4 other womans but it is strange feeling always to me when I have at first sex with man not partner. I not sure how they behave me and what way make sex. After time it OK but always seem nervous at start.

What is surprise me is noone come into area but hear sound them dining. But I am still nervous feel as hear discuss all for do sex with me and I am tied waiting them. It is wait perhaps very plan of husband for make my emotion stronger. This right. I have lie there wait so get both mix nervous and excite. In bondage I get damp easily as be thinking of idea not able resist. But time mention I also made worry not precisely tell how man them but noise sound quite few. Also I brought up Japanese way which is must do obey of husband so he keep face (though I not 100% perfect wife of this).

It very tense feel when hear screen start slide and almost scream see man enter as I extra nervous after long wait. He is wear yukata which is cotton Japanese dressing gown. I remember lustful way he look me and then I see he yukata fall from him and see he have strong erection. As husband say he first do oral me which help relax bit. Think he find me damp and so perhaps he feel I want sex but actually I not sure I want but have been damp from being tied and left wait and think. Do not know for other woman in bondage but moment man head appear in vision above me and sense him close is very mix emotion. Husband say I make animal cry when be enter by man but I think this particular so when man is strange to me. I think that time I may cry lot when he enter me as feeling unstop invasion. He take much time get excite and I hear shout encourage him from other men. How you feel when man come in you? he good and give me orgasm and this situation this often very intense for me. It always still even I feel excite man come but those day little worry also on consequence despite pill.I not sure others experience similar me but when in this type situation sometime man say me as comes he plan make me pregnant. Always wonder this he excited very much or is domination game. Think maybe last.

As husband say other also do same me and I get bit sore as some do twice me. Sme also want do sex my anus which they able. Husband say men get excite by look my bottom. I not know why but maybe also way anal is other way man he show domination by forcing sex in way not as pleasant me? It was always much difficult that way as not easy enter and depend men can be quite painful if not patient but get impatient enter even I do many time over years.

It big relief be untie and look after by men. What good they very gentle kind when I join properly in room. Despite I exhaust in night occasional times they most want make with me again. Even I be bit sore this different feel before. Before I am like be taken by gang sex. In night much more gentle. They tired and I tired so bit dream style not quite conscious sex which very much nice than before for me but not as excite for group men as see what was before happening,

I think for all men whilst sex excite it is also watch that make them excite like very primitive sensation. For woman like me it different in this like times as I not watching but being continuous taken. I try explain husband that his excite very different than experience of woman and would like make him experience as woman.

I not sure this interest of you but please say if not or if is. My apolgise if i am confuse you by my writing.