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[SilverWulf]

What I feel ...

Absolute, all consuming responsibility

Total Control

Overwhelming Love

Sheer Pride

Trust

Devotion

The world fades away into the deep background. A bomb could go off in the next room and I wouldn't notice. My attention is on her and her only. Her responses, her body language, her whimpers, screams, and moans of both pleasure and pain. Nothing else matters.

I am trying to rope a tornado, herd cats, and play a violin concerto all at the same time.

I will take my pleasure only when I have taken her to where I want her to go. Sometimes I decide this ahead of time, other times I simply go with the feelings and see what happens during the scene.

Last, but not least, there is the fear. Abject terror. Fear strong enough to turn my stomach and make my heart skip a beat. Yes, FEAR. Fear that I will harm her, fear that I will make a mistake, fear that something will go wrong and I will break the trust I hold so dear. Fear that I will push her too far. Fear that I won't go far enough. And the thought that terrifies me more than anything else. Fear that I will lose her.

Best of all, all those fears are put to rest when I look into her eyes and see the total devotion, trust, surrender, and love.