Mariko you said - "M think he dominant but sometime I think he also submissive my will but not always he realise this! "

I LOVE that statement. It is so true. I find that even as Dominant my Master is of me... at times it almost seems as though he is submissive to my will and wants.

I've come to realize that more than anything this is concern and understanding. Its seems that our Masters understand us so well that they are willing to give as much of themselves as we are to them. I think this makes for an amazing Dom. Do I make sense? It does in my head, haha.

Anyway, I love hearing your stories and your thoughts on your relationship, it is always so interesting to hear.

What kind of things do you and you -M- do now? Is group sex still a large part of it? How much of a submissive role do you take? Do you wear a collar? I'd like to know more about this.. if it is okay. Do you find the longer you are submissive, does it become harder or easier? Does it ever become boring for you or .... just like a machine? ... or... whats the world something you do but means little? Or has pleasing -M- and being submissive to you kept you happy all these years? Does it feed something inside of you that needs to be taken care of?

i hope this all makes sense, if not, maybe -M- can help you?

Sera