I was reading through these replies wondering should I really respond? It's actually QUITE an open ended question don't you think? It's like asking what do you think when you have Sex? or every time you kiss?? It's neither the same emotion, nor thoughts that cross my mind EVERY time I do a scene. It also changes with what sub is with me at the time and what exactly I'm doing to them. The only thing I feel that never changes is the feeling of enjoyment I get with every reaction I get. Cause what would be the point if I NEVER got an reaction? I think the question should be a BIT more specific to get the answers that you're looking for.