"I'm very proud of you" my god, i hardly ever hear that but every inch of my body melts when i finally do hear it. God.

I hardly hear it because if i make ANY noise other than moans or screams of pleasure i get called a 'sook' which burns right through me because i know no other girl he's had takes anywhere NEAR as much as i do, but it still hurts because i try so so hard to make him proud of me.

for him he loves me telling him where to cum before he asks me. He'll almost loose it if i beat him to asking and say "blow all over my tongue ring" and "will you help me lick it all up like your good little girl?" but if for him, if i call him a girl he gets so mad. I use it to my advantage when i really want a beating, so instead of asking for a spanking i'll say "you fucking girl" "even -i- can fuck harder than the, you girl" "is that all you've got"... then i'll have to prepare to get very hurt but it's worth it. lol