Aware
(I seem to be more aware of everything; her skin, her breathing, her mental state, her acceptance or not, her muscle tone and tension, etc.)
Power
(No other word for it. I feel an infusion of power that she is totally in my hands, she absolutely trusts me.)
Arousal
(Yes , yes, yes.)
Responsibility
(The counterbalance to the power surge. Yes, I can do whatever I please but I'm responsible for her and must act accordingly.)
Admiration
(Wow, she's taking a lot, she has given over her very existence to me, lots of trust.)
Respect
(I will not scene with anyone that I don't respect. I'm old-school so Honor and Respect are very big, important words.)
Creativity
( For lack of a better term, the mental juices start flowing and things come to me on the fly that don't necessarily come to me in the planning.)
Determination
(I will do this right, I will take her where I want her to be.)
Pride
(yep, I'm proud of my abilities and make no apologies for it.)
At times giddy, at times amused, at times solemn, at times all of the above at varying points.