Thanks Ian and Denuseri.
Denuseri, the relationship that's ending is my therapy relationship. It's not my choice - it's my therapist's - and, it's complicated. I disagree w/her reasons but there isn't much I can do about it. She's very stubborn and sometimes myopic. I had begun working on my sexuality issues with her so it's a double whammy kind of loss. Thank you for your kindness and support.
Ian, thank you for your kindness and your thoughts. I will get through this, it just hurts like hell. To think that I trusted her so much - I feel so betrayed.
Lisa