A E-mail I dont plan to send, but that I wrote at 4:30 this morning

[hamlet45]

Thanks Arch, not sure what the first part meant, (Wall of text crits you for 100,000 damange). and ranting did indeed make me feel better. So thanks.

[chellebelle]

Thanks Arch, not sure what the first part meant, (Wall of text crits you for 100,000 damange). and ranting did indeed make me feel better. So thanks.

He is affectionately making light of how much typing you put into this post. It is a sort of video gaming slang.

Beyond that...

Part of me wants to encourage you to send this to her, but I don't know if it would be beneficial, or if it would cause more trouble.

Some people live in disillusion until they are given a mirror, others are just plain blind.

I do feel for you, and this horrible situation... but what I wish most for you, is to find a way to release this baggage before meeting someone with a purer heart.