I'm so sorry to hear about your marriage...but I'm glad you had the courage to dump his ass when he cheated on you.
Already?
I guess, but how much could it possibly mean at this short length of your relationship?I told him I want to wait and he was very frustrated with me. His reason is that because I did yo yo so much, waffling between leaving my husband and being with him or ending it with him and committing 100% to fixing my marriage, that it is important for him to have the stability of the collar.
Uh, yeah.While I do understand his point and I know that I have driven him stark raving mad at times, I still feel that this relationship is new. Being that I am brand new and he has 30 years experience I believe that he should accept that I want some time to leave my marriage and get stable in my new life before making another long-term commitment.
Not a reason to accept a collar. You should only take a collar if you want it, if you mean it; if it's not your desire to have it then it's meaningless anyway; you'll only properly honor it if you want it there.and that my being collared makes him feel good.
I would suggest to find other ways to show the strength of your commitment for now. He sounds very insecure to me; I don't know if your previous behavior has warrented that or if he's just plain insecure. But I don't think you should be forced into a heavy commitment like that so fast after leaving a previous one.Honestly, the only reason I want to wait is because I am skiddish about making the "official" commitment even though I am going to be his regardless.