Most people seem to go through something like that.
That sounds exhausting. I can see how you got worn out.My first bondage expereince i was 18, and my then girlfriend was on her period. didnt want me to eat her , so i tied her to a recliner with silk ties and did it anyway...
then i got married to a woman- another dominant personality. bad decision, but we made it work for a while, though it was never good...we didnt have sex, we westled till someone got raped....
It is too irresistible to do it any other way, I think.so then we split up (long story) and i got involved with a younger girl, who happened to be into the scene a bit, and she opend me up to the idea of being a Dom.. but we didn't have alot in common. She did spark my interest in bdsm, and i couldnt resist delving into things with both feet.
That is when you know you've got it right!Lisa (who has been a friend for years) finally mentioned to me that she was interested in bdsm. soon after, we began talking about things, getting to know each other, and in october of 2008 i collared her- the rest is more fit for a porn shoot than the scope of the question though![]()