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My story: Still attempting to cope with it all....
I have been nervous to ask for help and even to reach out on here... but after talking to a few people in the chat rooms, I feel it is time to attempt to move on and tell my story.

Nov 19th 2010 was a day I will never forget. 1130pm rolled around and my father and I decided it was time for bed after watching a movie. As I started to fall asleep I had a odd feeling that something was not right, I ignored it, and went to sleep. I awoke at about 2am to a muffled scream of my father. I jumped from bed and attempted to find out what was happing. I quickly found out two people were in the house who did not belong. As i reached for my cell phone i was grabbed, held down and beat. The men then raped me over and over for what felt like hours. One then whispered in my ear, that he hopes i told my father i love him. He beat me some more and left me helpless on the floor screaming for my father. After a while I manager to get to a phone and call for help. When the cops arrived i quickly learned my father was killed and I was badly injured. Days later we learned who the men both were and that they had found me through the internet by hacking my computer. It took me weeks to go home and months to be comfortable sleeping at night. I was forced to move because I could not handle being in the same place. I am still learning to cope with the loss of my father. He was all had since my mother died when I was young of cancer. If anyone has advice or would like to talk, feel free to message me....
*Huggles* I know many people who have been raped, beat, and abused in the vanilla world. And if you'd like I can be your protector and friend on here and nothing else. And you just need to remember that you are a strong girl. Also there are always martial arts vitims for abused women available in pretty much ANY area throughout the world and that's what I suggest to help you cope.