Oh my God!!! You lucky, lucky thing!! Congratulations! :-)))))))))))))
You do not have to. You are happy, that is all that needs to be said.I do not feel any further need to defend our relationship dynamic. It is working for us. I do however appreciate these replies and have internalized them. Perhaps the answer to my question lies in the fact that I am not a worthless piece of shit, simply because I am their desired property. The answer is in the reverse! Thanks so much....the block is clearing.
As for your question: would it be an idea to say something like 'I do not deserve it yet, but I am striving to be worthy?'