Thanks Denuseri, you're a sweety.
I've been doing a lot of reading on this site, and on a site that I was sent a link to. This has been an eye opening experience for me. After reading, thinking, checking myself for how things resonate within me, I have come to make some amazing discoveries about myself. There is much more for me to read and study, but this is pretty much what I've learned about myself so far.
I know without a doubt I have a genuine desire to submit. A desire to please One that I can respect, deeply and profoundly. I know for myself that I would have to respect their mind, love their mind to submit to it. It would be a complete surrender, wholly trusting.
A total willingness to do or be as wished.
When I first came to this site, I had in my mind certain limitations, but as I have beed studying, it has become clear to me that, imho, (thanks denuseri...lol) it takes more strenght of character to be completely vunerable to another than not. It shows a depth of trust love and complete faith in your protector, your chosen Master/Mistress.
Any comments to help me further along would be greatly appreciated.
I do want to thank everyone for being so supportive, patient and forgiving of my blunders as I've bumped along so far. You're all great!