Everyone here is so supportive. It's fantastic to know that there is a world of people who have a genuine care for others.

Denuseri, what you are doing is amazing. You are such a wonderful strong person. I hope one day I can show the level of support to others that you are showing.

Willow, I cant imagine a perfect sub can really exist. We are all human and I guess everyone has some form of 'baggage', resulting in insecurities, no matter how big an issue it seems to them. I think your past somewhat molds the person you become and I completely agree that time, love, guidance and constant high levels of communication are the only sure fire way to break down that mold and find your true self again. I am just hoping this process begins to get easier and I can begin to relax and trust in Sir to show him the devotion I know I really am capable of. I need this.

I am so glad I stumbled along this forum. I really think it is going to help me.

Thank you every one, once again