bites, bruises
where He chooses
marks and slaps till i collapse
into time lapse
more please, Master, i need more...
i will take all You give and beg for more...
absence unbearable separation intolerable time without You deplorable
ensnared more by Your stare
than by Your hand in my hair

like needles into flesh defenseless,
You ream my naked essense
penetrate with simple gaze
deepest intensity
eyes ablaze
carve into my soul, under Your control

visions brewed obtrude, conquered girl imbued
images inseminated, yielding mind impregnated
cold fear dispensed, collared girl influenced

orifices consuming
things large and looming, not meant to enter

fear swells, thrills, and chills
paralyzed and still
fluids outward spill

safety security bottoms out
almost

yet still in terror engrossed
while You boast- You, the host

Proprietor of all things mari
Ruler supreme
in all moments, small and extreme

perhaps a chuckle
at how i buckle
dwindle to liquid pieces of myself
while You play and tease
with lightness and ease
even pull and squeeze...

...squeeze my eyes mute
bathed in sweat suit
all other senses fully acute
in dimensions grand and minute
while fibers of my sanity attempt reboot

my only way to prepare
do You dare

heart pounding, color pale
eyes veiled, breath inhaled

You laugh! honey, the safety's on!
the barrel's all clear
bullets withdrawn
No worries, My precious dear.