Hello. I am a 30 year old female submissive who is currently exploring BDSM to newer and greater levels with my dominant boyfriend. I am looking for any advice, mentoring, etc. that any sub or dominant can provide while recognizing that I am monogamous and not looking for any other partners online or in real life.

I sound paranoid, don't I?

I just know that deep inside me I want to submit to my boyfriend to a much greater degree than I am currently, and I don't know the first thing about going on this sort of quest for information.