Empty Shell

[Baddbaddgirl]

despair covers me.
blacker than night,
colder than ice.
you wont even talk to me.

all i did was give to you.
all i gave was everything.
everything i am i offered you.
but still, i am alone.

i should have run
when you first saw me.
i should have hid
where you wouldn't find me.
i should have locked
my heart away.

all i did was give to you
all i gave was everything.
everything i am i offered you.
but still, you walked away.

[Rhabbi]

bbg, you have a way to bring out the loneliness and pain through your words. Thank you.

[newby]

This brought tears to my eyes. i feel your pain. my Man & i had a disagreement last nite in our professional relationship & He hasnt called me this morn. my happiness has never been so completely dependent on someone else. Sometimes i hate His control over my heart.

[~faerie~]

Ok, you must be reading my mind. I'ts so nice not to feel alone.

[Baddbaddgirl]

Thanks everyone for all your kinds words. Writing gives me a way to pour all the heart wrenching pain right out of me.