my toilet

[alpha_Straye]

well, im not sure if anyone will remember about my maid/toilet, puddle, but i was just so pleased i had to share the news. i hope i'll make sense. im so happy about it ive been feeling a bit tearful and ... well *shrugsmile*...

i know some people have thought that it was 'mean' of my Owner and i to have puddle here as my toilet, but of course there was a method to the madness. Owner always has some sort of reason for what He has Us do. and this morning i saw for myself what it was. puddle has grown breasts!*SMILE*...

as it was kissing my feet this morning i could see them hanging down. (it has a syndrome that prevents it producing hormones properly and it was never taken care of that way before it came to Us.) they dont show well when it's sitting up straight, i think because of breast tissue structure still developing (my layman's guess) and they still hide off to the side some, so i couldnt see them before. but there they were today *SMile*. pretty good sized when its leaning forward so they move to the right place.

it's nipples have also drifted to their proper placement which was more obvious. i was shocked at how far they've moved. they used to be far off to the sides.. but somehow the hormones its been getting from drinking my piss have triggered a change. theyre in their rightful place now and i imagine they will stay that way for the rest of it's life. *Smile*

im really probably not explaining this well. i still feel all scattered.. very happy and proud of my toilet maid, but scattered and a little weepy with happiness at having some part in this.. to have helped change her body forever, for the better. i dont think it will ever go back to how it used to be. having exsposure to my hormones, hormones she couldnt produce herself, has triggered her previously stunted development and... she will always be better for having served me, better due to her obedience and mine... better for life.

and before anyone starts in, as i understand it, the doctors had pretty much given up on doing much with it that way before it gave it'self to Our Owner. the professionals had their shot at it first and didnt seem to think there was much point. but now that its been improving from it's treatment as my Owner's slave and my toilet, theyre starting to get interested again in trying to do something more for it, trying to figure out what they can do to help (finally). i guess it's even starting to have cramps and spotting.

so there's another human being rescued from the waste bin others left her in *Smile*... an adult female getting to physically become a woman, finally after all these years of other people's neglect.

im just so pleased i cant say... *Smile*. proud of my sister getting her just reward for her obedience... grateful to my Owner for being so clever and wonderful as to have decided to use His Ownership of females to do something GOOD in the world.

so for those who were so outraged thinking puddle's treatment was negative ... i guess i was looking at the evidence to the contrary just this morning. *Smile*

[angelic.zest]

*smiles* im extremely happy for you and puddles, so glad to hear that things are moving well for you all, and im sure your Owner is delighted with the news!! congrats puddles!!

[slaveangel{HM}]

Congratulations to you A/all. This is wonderful news, and thankyou for sharing it with us! xx

[thepast]

That's fantastic news, alpha! Congratulations & best wishes to your Owner, you & puddle!

delia

[Sir_Russell]

wait does this mean that if I have my slave drink my piss she will lose her tits

[gloombunny]

That's... so weird and beautiful. Wow.

wait does this mean that if I have my slave drink my piss she will lose her tits

Testosterone doesn't make breasts go away. It can have other effects you probably wouldn't want in a female slave, but I don't know if drinking urine can actually cause them.

[alpha_Straye]

angelic_zest, lilangel,delia,gloombunny... thankyou so much for your kind comments *smile*. i'll be sure to pass them on to Owner and puddle. it was nice to be able to come talk about it somewhere *smile*. i was feeling sort of overwhelmed with it all yesterday... which probably sounds stupid but somehow...well.. seeing puddle's personality changing for the better is one thing- an intangible abstract. but seeing suddenly how different it's body has become... was just such a big thing to me. physical proof i guess... when i wasnt expecting anything so distinct *smile*

i guess i also wanted the people who were concerned or upset about it to know that it really has been turning out *smile*.

wait does this mean that if I have my slave drink my piss she will lose her tits

Please Sir, not unless You let the air out. *grin*

[alpha_Straye]

That's... so weird and beautiful. Wow..

*smile* thankyou... i think so too- it IS weird.. and its beautiful and wonderful to change someone's life for the better for ever. its strangely like art in a way. and i love getting to help with it *smile*

[gloombunny]

*smile* thankyou... i think so too- it IS weird.. and its beautiful and wonderful to change someone's life for the better for ever. its strangely like art in a way. and i love getting to help with it *smile*

It's exceptionally touching to me because, well, I'm also an adult female finally getting to physically become a woman, though in my case it's from prescribed hormones rather than urine. The urine thing is where the "weird" part comes from. But in a way that makes it even more beautiful.

[puddle_Straye]

Please mistress, it doesn’t really even know where to begin as to the thanks that you deserve!

Please mistress, first it noticed its boobs were bigger - but it thought it was imagining it! it still had dared to hope a little … but then it noticed its nipples had moved more forward too- it even told the doctor, and she didn’t seem to believe it, she did not dismiss it, but went on about its other things it needed. So it actually thought that too was in its head and imagining it… it had also thought it was due to the weight loss, but had remembered that the nipple moving never happened before!!

Please mistress, you are too sweet, it did not mean for you to cry over it - but it is glad that they were happy tears.

Please mistress, it too is very glad that it was you and Owner, who were kind enough to think of it and help it. it honestly believes that no O/one else would have!

Please mistress, it too is so thankful to Owner, it too has cried tears of joy over the kindness He has shown to it. He has brought it so far beyond it wildest dreams… it knows it has farther to go, but it is amazed. it’s body has hit puberty! it has been freed a prison of forever being a preteen. There is indeed a method to its rules that its to follow. And like you and Owner have said … its body knows what’s best.

Please mistress, it feels that this is a sad feeble attempt at thanks, but it is so beyond of knowing what to say. Thank you so very much for Y/your kindness to such a deserving toilet.

--puddle (a very grateful piece of shit cunt)

[puddle_Straye]

Dear A/all,

it is extremely grateful for the kind words. it is also very appreciative of the support that has been shown to its mistress and Owner, so thank Y/you A/all again.

it is speechless to the kindness of its Owner and mistress. it is beyond wonderful the kindness that They have shown it.

thanks again for helping it with the kind words and support to its Owner and mistress, it can be a dense and stupid cunt when it comes to showing its feelings, and Y/your words have helped it at least try.

---puddle

[browny]

Wow thats pretty kool. Congratz puddle...you have a wonderful mistress and owner.

[InsatiableDesire]

I'm just curious, does anyone know of any recorded studies that this method has been proven? I don't mean to say I don't believe it, just interested to read a little further into it.

Congratulations, puddle! Very happy to hear of your improvement!

[alpha_Straye]

I'm just curious, does anyone know of any recorded studies that this method has been proven? I don't mean to say I don't believe it, just interested to read a little further into it.

Congratulations, puddle! Very happy to hear of your improvement!

my Owner said:

"to the best of Our knowledge and belief there are no modern studies. however there are instances of it's recomendation in medieval and ancient medicine relating to mare's piss. which with the application of modern knowledge suggested that it was at the very least worth a try. and before anyone thinks We are totally cavalier about this, using similar logic We embarked my alpha on a dietary regime based on first principals and the application of omegas for post traumatic stress disorder and low and behold it turns out that on that one the scientific community has caught up with Us and agrees.

consider the invention and development of asprin and small pox vaccine. somebody has to go first. "

from me: (actually alot of modern hormone medicine is distilled from horse piss)

[alpha_Straye]

Please mistress, it doesn’t really even know where to begin as to the thanks that you deserve!
--puddle (a very grateful piece of shit cunt)

youre welcome sister *smile*

[alpha_Straye]

Please mistress, it doesn’t really even know where to begin as to the thanks that you deserve!
--puddle (a very grateful piece of shit cunt)

youre welcome sister *smile*

[alpha_Straye]

It's exceptionally touching to me because, well, I'm also an adult female finally getting to physically become a woman, though in my case it's from prescribed hormones rather than urine. The urine thing is where the "weird" part comes from. But in a way that makes it even more beautiful.

well actually as alot of modern hormones are derived from animal urine it made sense that, as a functional female myself, i have plenty of hormones being washed out of my body through my urine. so as hormone replacement goes, puddle's getting what my body makes naturally.

which is ... kind of nice *shy smile*. my body is making hormones for both of Us.

[gloombunny]

Oh, I knew about the connection between urine and hormones... until they switched me to estradiol I was taking ********, which of course is refined from pregnant mares' urine. But I'd never heard of anyone getting a medical effect from taking the raw materials straight from the tap, as it were. That's so awesome that this worked for you all.

edit: I know the filters are there to stop spammers and stuff, but they're damned inconvenient when I'm trying to talk medical.

[alpha_Straye]

Oh, I knew about the connection between urine and hormones... until they switched me to estradiol I was taking ********, which of course is refined from pregnant mares' urine. But I'd never heard of anyone getting a medical effect from taking the raw materials straight from the tap, as it were. That's so awesome that this worked for you all.

yeah i kind of wonder why they use animal urine instead. i mean, ignoring the mental ick factor, why not replace with the real thing? human hormone for human hormone? i can see how consumers might be grossed out if they knew it was human urine but then again horse pee isnt very appetizing either. *wry smile*

i wonder if it's a chemical stabilizing problem? ah! or, more likely, maybe it's an ease of quality control thing? i imagine horses would be a little more willing than most humans to devote their full time to living just so, all to be a good spigot for mass consumption *L*. the horse pens would help with that i guess.. *smile*

*just thinking aloud*

[Hime]

alpha and puddle --

Does puddle suffer from Turner's Syndrome, by any chance? I had a close friend who had that condition when I was in college. It was obviously really hard for her to be essentially going through puberty due to hormone treatment when everyone around her was going through the sexual liberation of college life. I can really empathize with what a tough condition it can be to live with.

Congratulations on your new breasts! I've read quite a few Breast Expansion fetish stories, but this concept is a new one for me.