Hello, my friends. I am a 23 years old college girl, of Serbian-Croatian origin, but not speaking the two (rather similar) languages, having brought up by my Grandma in Hungary. I have lost my parents early. I love Grandma very much. She spanked me rather frequently, when I was naughty, but I took that as a normal part of our life. Of course, she doesn't spank me any more, but if she did, even now I would lie on her knee without any objection. She is financing my studies at present, and in vacation she makes me work. Perhaps her disciplinary methods made me inclined to submissive fantasies. In my feelings "love" and "humiliation" keep together. I have a very vivid imagination and rich fantasies, but I never went on to share these. I am shy. My best friends don't know anything about my wild masochistic dreams. There is a BDSM subculture in Hungary, but I am not part of it. It is considered indecent. And , externally, I am a very decent girl, not pretty at all, but easy-going, loved by friends, having nice manners, doing rather well in college, living modestly and so on. In my heart, I am a shameless bitch. I think here I will be free to express my fantasies, if there is somebody who wants to enter them, and show me hers. I don't want to go further than sharing fantasies. I won't use webcam, neither send pictures of me, nor give my real name - I don't want to reveal myself in real life at all. I don't seek personal contacts or lasting relationships. I am a girl in the moon.