A couple of days ago I had my first role play as a sub. It was a blast and I enjoyed it immensely more then I ever hoped for.
I learned a few things from it.

1. that I really enjoy being a sub. In the past I was always a bit confused about what I wanted.

2. that I really like humiliation. Which was a surprise cause I’m usually a very shy person.

3. this one actually caught me of guard. now I like sex. But the problem always has been that it just wasn’t doing it for me. It always felt good but left me empty inside and after it was done I just wanted to be left alone. This time it was just online but I felt completely different. After the role play I laid down on my bed and I noticed that I couldn’t stop smiling. I felt all warm and fuzzy. It was so nice and haven’t slept that good in ages. I guess now I know what I have been missing all these years.


Now I was wondering if there are more people who feel like this. And what makes it so different and so much better?