...and loved it! I've been wanting it rougher and rougher lately (haven't figured out why yet) but I have been too embarrassed to ask for anything more than what we usually do. Saturday night I got really drunk. I'm a horny drunk anyway and since my inhibitions were lowered, I wasn't afraid to ask for it. When he started fucking me, I started fighting back and saying no and begging him not to. My master knows just from my tone of voice whether no or ouch is serious or not, plus we have a safe word (that I've never had to use). So I was able to fight back hard and he just kind of rolled with it.

I could write for pages about what we did, but I'll just tell you after-effects. I have red marks on my neck from being choked, bruises on my nipples from pinching and biting, a knot on my hip from laying on that side, and random bruises from who-knows-what. I can't stop looking in the mirror - I LOVE when we leave marks!

I'm glad we were finally able to try this out. With any other person, I wouldn't have been able to do it. This showed me like nothing else that I can trust him to care for me, not to push me farther than I can handle, but to push me past what I thought I could do.