Am i wrong for thinking that my Love is not number one in my life? i mean He understands why i don’t put Him first in all things. He says He is okay with it and agrees He shouldn’t be first. But i feel wrong. i feel i go above and beyond to say my daughter is number one in my life. Am i wrong to put her before Him? She was in my life long before i ever knew who Him. W/we both agree firmly family comes first. Yet it hurt me when i tell Him to back off because it’s her time with me. i work retail and i never get the weekends off, so I’m hardly home to see her and spend time with her. So i try to set up certain days just for her. It’s hard to manage my time between the two of T/them and still have time for me to “re-center” myself. i have so much on my plate and it eats at me when i tell Him isn’t first in my life, but i can’t lie to Him and tell Him He is number one. It’s so hard and i’m glad He is so under standing.