Granted, that RARELY happens, but today I sense he is extremely preoccupied. One part of me says a true submissive would just shut up and be of whatever service she can when and if she is required. But then the other side is like a little kid stomping her feet and saying "Hmpf! No fair! I wanna plaaaaaaaay"

Looks like M is just not in a mood to pay me much attention today. He's promised me some time later this afternoon, so I'll just have to play along, but I sure do like it better when there's some buildup, you know? I want him to use & abuse me because he WANTS to, and not just because he feels obligated. lol.