Hi, My names starry and I'm a 35 yr old recently widowed submissive in search of some good reading material on dominance & submission. Hoping a little info about my situation might help. I jus discovered this site 15 minutes ago and here I am begging strangers for help... *lil laugh* Not even sure if this is the right place to ask for help. But- here goes. My mate/master of 17 years is suddenly gone and I find myself dating, hoping each date will be dominate. I met someone who is a natural at this, only problem is he dont know it yet. I'm tired of scaring people off when I break out the flogger...*winks atcha as I shake my head* Seriously this guys a keeper and I dont wanna freak him out with my desires sooooooo
Any suggestions???