OK well i can say this I know the feelings you feel my rage and hate for the world was strong.So i know there are other out there.I am not in that group anymore,I had gotten to the point where taking my life seemed like the only option cause of my contempt for the world and the stupid fuckers on it.I went and got help i was dianosed with Bi-Polar disorder and sliding to Uni-polar on the depressed side due to life constantly fucking with me.Now i am on wonderful wonderful meds I still am dark and morbid but i can enjoy it now