DB,

She was a user who didn't deserve you.

And yet, what a thrill it must be to look back
on that experience and fantasize about how you
would have liked it to be, or what something like that can be when the domme is doing it for your and her benefit and not for anyone's joke.

Hang in there!

Ruby


PS

You are quite spankable and the right lady will notice the gift you have to offer.