Fae, nk_lion, thank you for your kind words.. and everyone else as well...

nk- you are right.. thank you.. that is a great point about my son...

Well, as some of you from chat already now... it is done...

I'm sure Michael and I both knew all along... But at least I was able to drive safely home Monday afternoon... because I had the thought that I would see him again...

Now, being away from him, it is easier... a little easier...to take from the experience the good memories and the lessons... instead of languishing over their ending...

So I will not be mari of Michael, mari<msbermes> anymore... I am working on a new name...

And Rhabbi has graciously and kindly agreed to watch over me in the meantime.

Thank you all again...