after i posted my last blog i realized something, how detached i was from trying to convey what brought me to this journey. I was like a disconnected reporter and want to rectify such starting today. Because it was much more then just to lay in the bathtub and make myself cum with a stream of water, so much more. i can not even pinpoint the beginning but every day i looked forward to the private time in my bathroom. my fingers were trembling as i undressed, peeled off layer and layer of that ...
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Updated 09-12-2008 at 12:19 AM by raphana (x)
Well, I'm on strike at Boeing. Luckily I got a security job to help pay the bills til we get a decent contract. Hope it doesn't take too long.
After we moved from that quiet street with the boys and ropes i never thought about it much any more. At least i do not think i thought about it much more. The next large recollection of anything like that was much much later, I was well into my teens. Of course thoughts of boys dancing in my head, giggling with girlfriends talking about who is the sexiest of them all. But in the end i was not attracted to those boys, i like the older ones, the ones who were more sure of themselves, the once who ...
In the last week or so i did some serious reflecting on my life trying to figure out the past and perhaps carve a way to my future. so reflection has been a part of my chores that I gave myself last week, my friends death sorta gave me a rude awakening in things. People used to asked me what made me decide to even looking into this lifestyle and i honestly never really had an answer for it. so now i decided to start from the beginning, prolly gonna happen in stages, but i will be brutally ...
As I write this, I look at the date on the calendar and cannot believe that only 26 days ago I started my journey as a sub. It has been an incredible experience of terrifying and empowering self-discovery. Finally realizing, embracing and understanding that yearning desire to submit. My "logical mind" still fights this need for control. But my soul is satisfied, content in my Freedom Constrained. Freedom Constrained ...
I am a 28 year old female sub. I recently found out about a strong history of breast cancer in my family. There is; my mother, two aunts and a grandmother all suffered from breast cancer, and it killed my mom and one aunt. My GP asked if I had ever undergone genetic testing for mutations on the BRCA1/BRCA2 genes. I had not. So, we arranged for the tests, and several weeks later, the results came back: I had a deleterious mutation on the BRCA1 ...
I want to do a role play scenario where a Con-Artist Sadist tricks several naive chubby to huge women into thinking they are appearing on the next season of The Biggest Loser TV Show. He holds auditions to pick his victims who willingly want to be a part of the show to lose weight. After 18 women of various ages respond to the bogus website that he only had in place for a day. He sorts through the pics they sent... and invites the naive women to the audition. Some are really huge some simply ...
It was late when Sylvia got off from work, too late to stop at her regular grocery store to pick up the bread and milk, that her daughter wanted. Sylvia, a divorced mother of a teen-aged daughter, 38 years of age, fairly attractive yet fairly chubby too, had just put a double shift waiting tables at the 24/7 Diner. Since the store was closed she had no choice but to stop at the convenience mart near the housing projects, the only store still open at this hour. Normally Sylvia had always ...
Her wrists are tied palm to plam behind her back. She is naked and beautiful as at my request she stands silently before me, a nude girl wondering what I might do next, but she is the slave, so I keep silent. And WTF, I expect her to be quiet. I expect her to hold her elbows together behind her back, stick her breasts out towards me, so I can first lick, then bite them and finally place clothespins on them as she complains that I am abusing her. ...
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