musings

[Mishka]

This is a new exploration for both Rhabbi and i. i believe we can be a help to each other on discovering our lives in bdsm.

He is willing to let me be his slave. i am honored, and hope He will be pleased and enjoy the journey.

[Rhabbi]

This is a new exploration for both Rhabbi and i. i believe we can be a help to each other on discovering our lives in bdsm.

He is willing to let me be his slave. i am honored, and hope He will be pleased and enjoy the journey.

I am honored, and pleased, that you are willing to serve. Let us both enjoy the journey.

[cariad]

Congratulations Rhabbi and Mishka. I wish you both all the joy you could dream of.

cariad

[tessa]

All the very best to you both, Mishka and Rhabbi.

tessa

[Rhabbi]

Thank you from both of us.

[Mishka]

having a slave who is willing to trust me and let me control her is intoxicating

having such a trustworthy Master control me is intoxicating

[Rhabbi]

having such a trustworthy Master control me is intoxicating

You are making me blush.

Thank you for the compliment. You ARE talking about me, right?

[tessa]

You are making me blush.

You ARE talking about me, right?

Ok, that made me laugh. Too funny!

[Mishka]

You are making me blush.

Thank you for the compliment. You ARE talking about me, right?

ummmmmmmmmmm....










of course, silly

[Mishka]

Ok, that made me laugh. Too funny!

Thank goodness for Masters with a nice sense of humor.

[Mishka]

Just a peek at another thread, [specifically on moving from online to real time, which doesn't apply in my life, I was actually looking up some information about a completely different task for Master, but none the less...this point was encouraging (and something i see Master doing well at in R/l)]

Even the deepest submissive has tremendous difficulties--at first--with learning to obey and to submit, because learning to be a good submissive is not a matter of personality or willpower (although these things help). It's not a matter of being "submissive enough." It's entirely a matter of training and experience. The most willing and compliant submissive isn't born knowing instinctively how to serve or how to put her master's needs first. In fact, she's taught from childhood to be independent and willful. Overcoming a lifetime of cultural conditioning takes lots of time; and nothing in the easy fantasy play that people do on line or over the telephone prepares them for the difficulties of actual, real-life daily obedience. The only way a submissive learns to be a good submissive is through extensive practice, through making mistakes and learning from them, through talking over what goes wrong with a knowledgeable and patient dominant, and through extensive and informed assistance from her dominant partner.

(emphasis mine)
I'm just overwhelmed at a Dominant this patient. I'm sure no one is perfect, but knowing someone is willing to work with me like this...encourages me to be more obedient...there is so much trust needed...

I'm posting this when I'm tired and need to go to sleep...it probably won't make as much sense tomorrow as I think it does at the moment...

[Rhabbi]

I'm just overwhelmed at a Dominant this patient. I'm sure no one is perfect, but knowing someone is willing to work with me like this...encourages me to be more obedient...there is so much trust needed...

I'm posting this when I'm tired and need to go to sleep...it probably won't make as much sense tomorrow as I think it does at the moment...

All I can say is that it had best make as much sense to you as it did because it is perfect.

I am happy that my patience with you is paying off. I learned a long time ago that anything worth doing is worth doing right, so I have had to learn patience in a lot of areas. It is important in any relationship, and in one where we both ask so much of each other it is even more important. I am learning a lot form you, as I hope that you are from me.

Keep up the good work.

Joshua

[Mishka]

*blush* Thank you, Master. I'm speechless. (and yes, I make sense to myself this evening)

[Rhabbi]

Someone told me they can't keep up with my mood swings.

HA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! ROFL!!!!!!!!!! *wipes tear* heh heh heh

I think that's very very funny.

Care to explain this?
















Just kidding, I am glad I can make you laugh. But those moods are difficult.

[Mishka]

Oh my goodness, Sir, i thought i had displeased You twice reading the above!

i do confess, i know i displeased You earlier today, with a completely unfair request that i had no place to ask. i'm very very sorry. i beg your forgiveness Master. It will not happen again. Forgive me, please?

[Rhabbi]

Oh my goodness, Sir, i thought i had displeased You twice reading the above!

i do confess, i know i displeased You earlier today, with a completely unfair request that i had no place to ask. i'm very very sorry. i beg your forgiveness Master. It will not happen again. Forgive me, please?

Your apology more than meets my requirements, and how can not forgive such a beautiful and eager slave?

All is forgiven.

[Mishka]

I don't have words for all I learned in the last 24 hours. At least, not profound. Trust, devotion, understanding, care, concern, selflessness, pain, healing, and more understanding, and more trust.

my hurt is His hurt, and His is mine.

[Rhabbi]

my hurt is His hurt, and His is mine.

I must say that I am impressed. This is the essence of a relationship, to understand this is to live.

[Mishka]

Gentle, patient hands must mold the relationship. It can't be pounded, or poked, or cut. We need to be soft, gentle to each other, letting things take form naturally.

Softly yours Master.

[Rhabbi]

Gentle, patient hands must mold the relationship. It can't be pounded, or poked, or cut. We need to be soft, gentle to each other, letting things take form naturally.

Softly yours Master.

And she wonders why I said I am learning from her.

[tessa]

I am just so happy for you both.

[Rhabbi]

Thanks for the well wishes

[Mishka]

Just looking back at the posts here...

3 weeks? That's all? I'm very pleased, but I'm in shock. It's felt longer. Surely I've been talking to my Master longer than this?

We were just trying something new for both of us. I was very uncertain in the beginning but willing. I'm not uncertain anymore.

[gagged_Louise]

congratulations Mishka, and it's true lots of things can happen in two or three weeks. I understand you're still longing for spankings though...

[Rhabbi]

Just looking back at the posts here...

3 weeks? That's all? I'm very pleased, but I'm in shock. It's felt longer. Surely I've been talking to my Master longer than this?

We were just trying something new for both of us. I was very uncertain in the beginning but willing. I'm not uncertain anymore.

kitten,

These past three weeks have been interesting and informative. I thank you for allowing me the priveledge of being your Master. You are the best online slave I could have dreamed of having. I know you have been insecure about some things in regards to pleasing me, and I want to take this time, and in public, to assure you that you do.

W/we have things we need to work on, but W/we are learning. Keep up the good work.

[Mishka]

Thank you so much, Master.
(speechless)

[tessa]

~reads Rhabbi's post about Mishkie...so very happy for them both!~

[Rhabbi]

~reads Rhabbi's post about Mishkie...so very happy for them both!~

Gracias

[tessa]

De nada.

[Mishka]

I think Master is much better at patience than I am.

Offline life is busy for us both, so we wait. And we look at this "something new" each day, and hold it in our hand and look at it from all sides, set it down and can't help to come back to it. We have to pick it up every time we see it, in case we missed something. And our minds wander to it until we can pick it up again. And maybe it looks the same, but we know that there's more to see. And we just look forward to when we can look at it together, because then we can find out from the other what they see...did they see the same? What did they feel? What did we do while our thoughts wandered to it and is it different now that we've come back to sit down and look at it and talk about it again?

just some musings...