Would You Give It Up?

[TheDeSade]

just after I stop breathing. . . .

[tessa]

just after I stop breathing. . . .

Perfectly stated.

[Can's Peaches]

Now that I have found what has been missing in my life I would never go back.

[Hime]

Thank you all for making me remember again how lucky I am.

Yes, this past summer it seemed like I was going to have to give it up, and my husband and I were miserable. There were times when both of us thought we were going to part ways. But eventually he found the strength to re-assert himself and I found the strength to give in to his wishes. From the moment I started falling in love with him I could tell that he had a dominant personality, and I feel honored that he has been able to explore that side of himself with me.

At the time when I didn't think our relationship could involve D/s, I kept thinking about other ways to satisfy my desires. Since I'm bi-curious and he had said that he wouldn't stop me from experimenting with women, I thought about finding a Domme to chat with online or maybe meet in person. I also ended up taking out a lot of my masochism on myself at the gym, which resulted in a small reduction in frustration and a very hot body that has unfortunately gotten somewhat squishier since my personal life has taken a turn for the better. But in retrospect, I don't think I could be happy if I wasn't being dominated by him. I have never felt as profoundly loved and honored as I do with him now.