Well, I had started to respond to all three posts above, but I can see now that there is no point -- except that part about thanking you all, very very much for speaking(typing ) to me! I really do appreciate it...

You might be wondering why I'm not using the post I had half-way done. It's because of what just happened maybe 20 minutes ago:

I have had basically the same conversation with three good friends (one of which being my English professor...). This conversation was about David, and the scenario that just took place here.

I get out of class at 9:10ish on Wednesday nights; my only night class of the week. David works on Wednesdays, but can come downtown to get me (and did my first night class last week). So, I figured I would ask if he would tomorrow night, which he didn't seem to have a problem doing, he is in no way obligated to do this. Now, this is where things go wrong: I decided to say something about his memory lapses/short term memory, "Will you at least try to remember tomorrow?" I didn't say it in any way that I would find offending (though I can see where offense could be taken). He took it well, because we both know he forgets things...or..something like that. His response was "Yeah, but You'll have to remind me"....I kind of got upset about this. It seems he can remember certain things, and forget others -- Yes, you are only getting my perspective here. It ran through my mind a hundred ways that he could remember....Well, though this little thing did grind my nerves, the fact that he did not take his eyes off the TV the whole time really got to me. He knows that it annoys me when I am trying to have a serious conversation and he doesn't even think he needs to look at me (I'll come back to this in a moment); There are other times just like this that a TV is not involved. Well, I let it go for the most part, though yes..I was still peeved. While downstairs, we were saying goodbye to each other, because we live separately (I think this might be a VERY good thing right now). I told him that he knows it annoys me that he doesn't look at me when I am talking to him. His response was "Yeah, so what? If I am watching TV..." and I cut him off and said "leave"...he just left, didn't say another word. Maybe that was a bit harsh...I could have said "please"....But...I didn't.

There are other scenarios like this that I won't go into depth about...where I feel that he does not want to take my feelings into consideration...

I'm admitting defeat I guess with this post, it's just a matter of how and when I will let him know. I understand that it's not fair to the other "party" not to end it right away, it only makes things worse. Part of me wants to end it, but the other part just wants it to get better. I just want things to change...Change + Relationships = Bad idea...What I mean by that is that when in a relationship, if you aren't happy and you've tried talking to the other person, than honestly it's probably not going to work out...

I am very sorry for taking this out on all of you, and for those of you that have gotten this far in my post...well, thanks for not going insane. If you have any ideas or thoughts, they would be appreciated, but I'll understand if no one does. Thank you all for your support though. You have no idea what it means to me (or, perhaps you do...I'm sure most everyone here has had a point in their lives where the others here have helped them in some way).

It may look like I have it all figured out, but I am honestly quite lost.