Did you mean in Reasons for a Spanking? "because I'm still not getting it"?
While the idea of getting spankings is appealing in a pleasurable scenario, I was actually referring to me not understanding something, not "getting" it.
I was being a bit thickheaded but I understand better now. The discipline he ultimately gave (not spankings) did me a world of good. It had to do with trust, and obeying without so many questions (beyond clarification) beforehand. To be secure in what he says and asks. That's the short version of the lesson.
Thanks always for encouraging words.![]()