Dorkalicious
I have been a Dom for as long as I can remember, I can't be anything but. I believe that most can play at being a Dom but to be good at it takes a a gift given early in life then a hell of a lot of work and thought. Without that inner calling it will never be real. I think the Dominants in here will mostly agree with that.
You have a gift to offer, a need to be filled find not just a man but a Dom next time to love. Some ancient once said "if you are a dog person don't buy a cat", I find great wisdom in that and see how true it is every day.
Good luck to you and please stop and say how it is going.
Russell