Well, hello again!

I've been absent for quite some time now, and well...I figured I would come back. I think I stopped coming so I could just have time to think without any influence from my submissive side. Of course, I'm back now

As for David and I:

We seemed to be doing really good, relationship wise, for a while. Again, we've hit a huge pothole. I haven't talked to him since yesterday, and he has made no effort to get in touch with me either. Once again, I am in a spot of confusion. Part of me wants to talk to him and make things okay, and the other part just wants to let it all go.

A lot has gone on between us that I find particularly negative, I am just having a hard time letting this relationship go. We have been together for over two years now. I have come to the same conclusion every time I think about this relationship though - It needs to end. I just need the courage to end it.

That is basically where it stands right now. He will never be the dom I crave for, and it seems that him and I just don't mesh as well as we should in more than simply that area.

Thank you all for your concern. Hopefully I won't complain so much about it from this point on *crosses fingers*