Oh, honey, please get yourself away from him.
I was so angry when I read your hip story.... and maybe I shouldn't say it, but well, let's just say it brought some "unladylike" words to mind.
He sounds like one of the guys who give men (boys) a bad name, not to mention Dom's!!
Oh, there is someone so, so much better out there... please let yourself find Him!!
And I say this so wholeheartedly b/c like many of us, I've beenthere with the idiots and jerks, and now I found someone so wonderful... so I know it exists!

And maybe this will help: when my husband (ex-to-be) first left, I was a little mess for about... two days... and after that, life was great! lol. seriously, though! just b/c without him, i realized even more how bad he was fo rme.

So... good luck...and even if you're not feeling courageous... you know you've gotta just do it!!