Dom?

[Dorkalicious]

Slight update: (Yes, this is a positive one )

I've gotten accepted to a college back up North near home! This means I will no longer be living in this hell hol--*cough*....Pittsburgh...any longer (Well, it's not a hell hole yet, but it's definitely on it's way!...Sorry Steeler fans ) I am waiting to hear back from Syracuse University, but that won't happen until sometime in the middle of next month....

Since I was informed of this, I feel a great sense of "freedom" approaching. Last night was another one of those times with him that simply ended negatively -- Don't worry, I won't go into details, I have given enough of them already. I'm not sure if it is really him that is the 'bad' person or me...But honestly it could simply be that we aren't compatible. Kind of messed up to realize this after two years of dating 'im. =/ But at least I have.

On a lighter-ish note…

A friend of mine back home, whom I have attempted to date before (both of us wanted to, but the timing was bad..) has recently come out as a somewhat Dom. The word ‘somewhat’ is being used rather loosely at the moment, because last night was the first night we discovered this side of each other. We role-played, and it led to a sex scene (*bright blush!*). I must say, he’s very talented with his words, he had me squirming all night – And that is no understatement! I was up all night till nearly 7 this morning! We are both very excited about this and the fact that I am moving back home…

I don’t want to push it too much right now, because I haven’t broken it off with David yet – so I feel sort of whore-ish. I will though, and soon. I don’t plan on moving back and automatically start dating the guy back home (er…plan), but I did have a fantasy or two last night that consisted of me being his submissive……*le sigh*



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It's over between us....

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