dont be quiet cadence. If everybody would be quiet nobody would learn anything ever.
Mishka might actually revel in the feeling of submissiveness that she gets from the CR process and grow within.

and as for your qualities. Well you might need a good Dom to handle you but then again you might actually change some if you found a good Dom. Not change in a bad way either but change in a good way.
Living and learning is a way of growing as a person and this is one of the ways to grow as a submissive.
+ there is simply nothing sexier than an excited woman.