*smiles* jeanne this is so helpful and kind of you to bump *grins*

i have enjoyed reading all of the thoughts on this and have paid careful attention to both Sir Russell and Oz's comments as this is much the same path MR takes *sighs blissfully* though the more i beg somehow the slower His speech becomes and has been known to add a "so pet wants/needs to cummmm....hmmmm well she cannnnnn....eventually, but not yet"

and Oz...Doms have "kinks" GASPS! ...smiles

*smiles*

and cadence i was right there with you in that it was difficult for me to learn to let go of my reserve and beg, but the rewards have been immense.

hugs!
cali