I grow tired of this. Simple put I released her because she had proven to me that no matter how trustworthy I was she would all ways doubt me. That is not anything I can live with.
Let me brag if you will. I am a fairly decent looking man that can carry on a conversation with damn near anyone. I do flirt a little and enjoy it when it is given back.
That being said I have spent the worst 6 months of my life living F2F with a sub that decided that if I was a few minutes late from work, or if a female called that had a problem and needed my help she would act as if I had cheated on her. Lol, picture the scene that you can have in 15 minutes.
I told her my ground rules from the get go and the largest don't do was just this. Hell I have been a swinger and a musician that got laid a lot after shows. I told her that I will tell her before hand if there was anything sexual going to happen between me and whoever. I did just that.
So is a Dom supposed to accept his submissive distrust endure the disrespect that comes from that? I won't.
Since we were never together physically it was better to end this now then later.
If you a Dom and this doesn't bother you then believe me she is a real find. Smart, sexy, intelligent and many other wonderful qualities.