becoming masochistic

[Skyybird]

perhaps ur right that i want to please my Master but surely that wouldnt account for the immense pleasure i get from being beaten, strangled etc....or maybe it does, lol

The infliction and acceptance of such things takes trust. An intimacy of minds and feelings. I think if you look deeply within yourself you will see that the reason it affects you so much is because you have allowed yourself to not be afraid and to connect with your Master. The connection is powerful and addictive.

Allowing him to touch you and speak to you in a way that you would feel nervous letting anyone else do is always at the centre of any masochistic thrill.

I've seen that sparkle in your eyes. I told you...