Quote Originally Posted by SubmissiveDoll View Post
It would be nice... I'm a total pain slut. I broke my ankle, went to work (waitress) and had a great night. My Master spanks me for fun and I love it. Spanking for being in trouble... thats a different matter altogether. Oz mostly covered it. I love pain, physically. Emotional pain, thats a whole other critters. Punishments make me sad, it isn't the physical pain that hurts me. It's knowing that I let him down. Yes it hurts physically, no I don't enjoy that hurt, I'm just too sad. Part of enjoying pain is the chemical releases that take place, which simply don't happen when you're sad. So unless you are giddy to be getting punished, that probably won't work.
Your comment about emotional pain got me thinking... that is something which a slave can learn to enjoy- or at least find fullfillment in as well. I'm definately not speaking of enjoying the sadness and pain of displeasing one's Master. (Though there is a hugely fullfilled feeling for me, at least, after I sob and cry and say how sorry I am over and over during a punishment)... afterwards I tend to find the subspace that eluded me (of course) during the punishment. What I am actually referring to though is emotional pain brought about by severe verbal humiliation or being cuckqueaned. It can be a fucking incredible feeling of submission and emotional pain and humiliation when my Master comes home and tells me about a sexual encounter he has just had with another girl. He tells me while I give him head, and as he tells me he gets hard all over again- for me- and omg wow... I always cry my eyes out and cum my brains out. Granted this is definately NOT for everyone, but for me- WOW!!!! And I never would have imagined getting this kind of pleasure from emotional pain before a couple of years ago. Ok, I gotta go find my Master now, cuz I'm all worked up... lol.