i was molested when i was younger also when i was younger, but also as far back as i could remember i guess i always had submissive tendincys when playing or hanging with friends, the only difference with when i was molested it wasnt just a "sex" thing he was actually in love with me and told me over and over he was gonna run away and take me. so im not sure, i get confused easly because what doesnt bother me one day may bother me another, i guess its just my state of mind, im willing to talk to someone about it if they wanna message me