Quote Originally Posted by Subkitty46 View Post
hey,
thank you to everyone who has given me advise, He was busy at work and told me we would be able to talk today but to send him an e-mail and He'll reply as soon as possible. So i respectfully told him my position and apologized for walking away and im currently waiting for a reply.
i'm getting really nervous for this reply....

It occurred to me - would you like to spend the waiting time discussing the issue further? Why you think of him as a monster because of his 4 subs in the past?

I find myself that it helps to think with other people - it clears the mind. Often even more so with things that seem self-evident from the start.