I don' know what to do or think anymore...I love my Dominate in every way, but yesterday we where playing a game where I told him a secret or story and he had to tell me one..I found out that he had 4 submissive at once at one point. And it may not be a big deal for some people but I've had to fight for attention my whole life and so I get jealous quite easily because of it. And when he told me I broke down and cried for hours I don't know why I did but some how it hurt me so much.( and I'm in a long distance relationship so i just walked away from my computer and never told him anything but "oh" and signed offline) And I have this loss of trust for him, and it's really got me reconsidering being a submissive and not wanting to be with him anymore. I guess what I'm asking is should I talk to him about it? Should I leave him? OR what should I do? I love him but just that thought makes me think of him as not the person I love but a monster and I'm just very confused
Help please?