Hello there all,

I just found this forum.

I'm a degenerate and misogynist who likes nothing better than to see (more likely imagine) a woman reduced to a heartbreaking, cum-dumpster parody of her former upstanding and potential-filled self.

To me, things like rape, choke-fucking, verbal abuse, physical abuse, pregnancy, abortion, incest, bestiality, piss, and shit are just tools, means to an end...a sculptor's chisel with which I can better knock away the marble outcroppings of female dignity, self-worth and humanity.

I like to write stories where this happens.

My usual M.O. is to take a female protagonist from popular media and tell the tale of her journey from upstanding, idealized pinnacle to jizz-drooling, mindless sperm-trap.

I'm stuck in no man's land.

You might now be thinking to yourself "Ewww...you write fanfics? Go and post somewhere else- we don't want to see Harry Potter giving Snape a reach-around while he wears a leather wizard hat."

I don't blame you for that reaction, but those aren't the sort of stories I write. If I did, I wouldn't be here. The problem is, I write stories where beloved female characters get treated like subhuman dirt. So-called serious (ie. "delusions of grandeur") fanfic writers ignore or turn up their noses at the type of lowest-common-denominator garbage that I publish. They're more interested in the characters than the fetish.

So here I am. I don't know if the sort of story I write is appropriate for this archive so I decided to dip my toe into the forums and poke around a little to see what I could find out. Along the way, maybe I'll actually meet some people with whom I have something in common. People to whom the agonized cry of a young woman is an aphrodisiac. People who can understand the fundamental beauty of an empty-eyed slattern performing acts that snuff out the last vestiges of her dignity like a guttering candle flame.

I suppose I'm not a conventional BDSM fan (or maybe it's hubris on my part to label myself as different when in fact I'm just a typical male filled to the brim with macho fantasies of cock-worshipping fuckslaves). I am interested in sadism and masochism on a fundamental level. I crave not to scar the flesh with whips and chains but to scar the very existance. I want to leave my mark on a woman's dignity instead of her face. You can make a case that true masochism is the desire for the destruction of oneself, and that's the sort of scenario I seek to inflict as I draw up fantasies. What is more fundamentally destructive to a woman than to end her existance as a being of status and submit to a life of disgrace?

Hopefully some of you can relate. Anyway, I'll be around.

Yours,

- FS