At first, yes, like most males, i was submissive. For some reason, all young men want to be taken by a amazon queen at one point in their life. I was a bit more like this than the other people among me, with a hint of bondage and perversion.

As I grew older, I always had fantasys of being fucked, eh, lets call it the "wrong way". Anyways, I thought I was a freak at first, then realized it was natural upon stumbling on a giant S&M Community.

I used to only stick to F/m F/f storys, but Now I see the broadening in horizons. It just seems natural for M/f now.(not being sexist, my own views). Its quite hard to explain. For some reason, Ive always wanted to be a woman/girl. I pray reincarnation is true, so I may grow up as one in a next life, allthough unlikely.

No, i am not gay. I actually find men disgusting, hairy and fat, while women finely toned creatures of beauty, yet if I was a woman, I would definately be straight, maybe bisexual. Its odd how a different persona choice i would choose, would DEFINATELY change my perspective on sex, when my brain state is the same either way. I dont like guys, but as a woman i would. How do i know this? I just do. Sometimes I wish i was born differently, to be a submissive slut, but as a man, i now feel being dominant is better.

Maybe im just crazy, i just felt like ranting here. Ciao.